Breathing in the undertow
by Michael D. Walter
It surrounds me now,
flowing through
the
pipe-veins
of
my
house.
Seeking a
deeper connection with my heritage
I turn on the faucets,
running the shower
and
the sinks,
barefoot in my living room,
raising a crystal clear glass to my lips,
because,
however inland and landlocked, Jews are
indebted to
the power of water.
From the salt water on our seder plates,
reminding us of tears,
of that great sea parting in Egypt
and
the end of one oppression,
the beginning of another.
I let it settle
on
my tongue for the Babylonians,
those kidnappers before milk-carton bulletins,
who
turned the seas into rivers,
leading Jews on their first death march,
toward Babylon,
once again tasting the salt water
of tears.
Through years
and
cultures the river swelled,
flowing
upwards and
outwards
into Czechoslovakia
and under
the feudal rule of Christian Kings,
where the Jewish ghetto
was plagued
by death
and persecution
running in syndication.
Like a man parched and dehydrated,
I
down
my
glass
for the desperation
of the Jews
of Prague, living
under
blood-libel,
who turned once more,
beseechingly,
enviously toward the river
and
the strength,
the freedom
of that water, which
alone
had the power to escape,
to leave the land
just
as
it
had
come
in.
I quench my thirst
for the champion they raised up
from
the mud
of the
banks, and
for G-d's
name,
etched
by the great rabbi into its forehead,
to try
and
contain
the power of the waters that
had given it substance.
I sit on the bathroom floor, where
the bathtub
overflowing,
spills out across the tile,
reminding me
of the movement
of water, and
the mighty ocean,
longer than any river,
wider than any sea,
brimming with the power
to reshape ghettos
into boroughs and then
suburbs,
turning shtetl into strip mall
and synagogue into sanctuary.
Outside, G-d has punctuated my mood
with rain clouds,
writing a new prologue to my meditation
in the staccato tapping
of a deluge on
my roof.
Somewhere
in the air above
me,
in the sky above
the drywall and shingles,
a spectrum of brilliant
light separates the gray and
the sun-soaked blue,
a treaty drawn
in the air,
for our ancestor,
whose life was first
carried-away
by water.
--Mike D. Walter
Michael D. Walter--27-- over the last four years has been writing poetry and teaching Hebrew school in both Oregon and North Carolina. He is currently pursuing a Masters of Fine Arts at Louisiana State University in Baton Rouge.
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